Disappear..

i used to walking fast everyday,

i used to acting blind everyday,
i used to silent my voice everyday,

i used to walking alone everyday..
to make sure that i am disappear from you..

 ~heartlessfella~

Seconds in MASYAR (chapter 2)

Wipe away those tears of blood,
u dont know a thing bout my sins;
how the misery begins,
u dont know...so i'm burning.,
u're just a sad story,
with nothing to say..
about a life long wait for a hospital stay..


so go.,go away.,just go..,run away.,but,
where did u run to??
and where did u hide??
go find another way,price ur pay..


make you choice,
they say we've been pleading.,
someone save us...
and will you pray for me??
and will you lay for me??
Heaven help us now..

Seconds in MASYAR.. (chapter 1)

Well when i stare on the day,
hear the sounds ,the angels come screaming,
down ur voice's,i hear u've been bleeding,
and when the lights all went out.,
we watched our lives on the screen,
i hate the ending of myself.,
but it started with an alright scene..

it was the roar of the crowd,
that gave me hard way to breath.,
it was a lie when they smile.,
and said you wont feel a thing.,
and as we ran from the cops..,

if i'm so wrong..
how can u listen all nights long??
now will it matter after im gone??
coz u never learn a goddamned thing..

Last Love Letter

   Mengertilah..

Adam,mengertilah...

Hawa bukanlah insan yg kuat..
bukan juga insan yg bisa menahan nafsu..
tatkala diri diuji, Hawa sering tewas...
tewas dgn godaan syaitan & nafsu sendiri..
Adam,mengertilah...
sungguh, Hawa telah cuba melakukan yg terbaik..
agar diri ini tidak menjadi fitnah dunia...
telah Hawa cuba menjaga diri ini sebaik-baiknya..
Hawa sedaya upaya menjauhkan diri dari tabarruj..
perfume, make up, perhiasan...
telah Hawa elakkan sejauh-jauhnya..
namun mengapa masih Adam tertarik pd Hawa
yg serba kekurangan ini..
Adam,mengertilah...
Hawa ini berjiwa lembut...
sukar untuk Hawa menolak bila Adam meminta...
Hawa tau permintaan Adam
tak mungkin membawa Hawa ke kancah maksiat...
namun, Hawa lemah...
Hawa takut zina hati...
Adam,mengertilah...
setiap kali 'sms' diterima..
Hawa keliru...
ingin sekali Hawa membiarkan sahaja..
tapi Hawa akur tuntutan sahabat...
Hawa tewas...
Hawa reply juga...
mengenangkan Adam adalah sahabat....
Adam,mengertilah...
setiap layanan yg Hawa beri hanya sekadar membantu..
mungkin Hawa adalah antara kasih sayang Allah yg dikurniakan buat Adam..
memudahkan perjalanan hidup Adam..
jgn disalah tafsir apa yg Hawa berikan..
Adam,mengertilah...
Hawa mengharapkan Adam menjaga Hawa..
namun,bukanlah 'couple' yg Hawa pinta...
tp cukuplah sekadar tidak memandang Hawa..
cukuplah sekadar menghormati Hawa sebagai Hawa..
jgn dipinta apa yg tak mampu Hawa berikan..
kerana Hawa milik Allah sepenuhnya...
Adam,mengertilah

contest - Gambar paling Awesome .

I was joined miss belle's contest

"Gambar paling Awesome"

thnx to Yukie which is my "heartbreak" cz put an effort to allow me to join this contest..,haha

babe,hopefully I will beat u...!! hoho  (^~^)

Cherish ur memories

As sweet as lolly tree

Give all "apple"logies

Hope we will free..

~HEARTLESSFELLA~